As I am aware of this, I can find acceptance. If only logic alone would allow you to get there. It doesn’t. You have to feel/experience the changes to get to logic first. At least, that’s what’s true for me. I don’t know how many more deep shake ups are ahead for me as I process. I know that I treasure your prayers. I know my God loves in the midst of this all. I know that love and mercy, truth and justice are the core of what I want to be….like the God I trust. I fail miserably at these sometimes. But I know they are what I want to strive for.